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Smokey Purple Look...


As everyone knows I love anything that has to do with fashion. Which also means I love make up... MAC is my favorite brand, but I also use others like chanel, benefit, urban decay, clinique, and drugstore brands like maybelline, loreal, and revlon. But the last three I used very seldom.

Well here is a look that I thought you might like. A purple smokey look. Applying eye shadow is all about blending. And of course color combination. I used 4 shades here. Light shade of pink, purple, a deeper shade of purple and a light cream... I blended them all together.

This look will go in any outfit I think.

When using a dark shade of eye shadows, go for lighter shade of lip stick and blush...

I hope you'll like this look and try it too sometimes.

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My amazing relationship


I don't want to bore you with my cheesy melodrama love life. But I can't help not to blog about how amazing it is. Gosh, just to think about the hell I had to go through in the past... And now to actually have someone so amazing? Its a miracle. Haha.

There's nothing that happened today that is fancy or special. It was just like any other ordinary day for us. But we can turn an ordinary day to something great by simply chatting... Sharing ideas, sharing our thoughts, dreams for our kids, for their future, And OUR future.
We are so in love. We share a special love that not everyone is blessed with. Its an unselfish love. Its a love that is built with respect, trust, and dreams... It may not be perfect. But its "us" It is Him and I.

That's what makes it so good...

Lhey ;)

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Look at me!


She will be 2mos in 2days. She's more active now. She talks more. Her coo-coo's and aahh's. She's so cute... And we call her a wiggle worm because she moves alot. I don't trust pillows to protect her from accidentally falling. She can hold her up now for a long time. Although its not news for us anymore because she did held her up during her first 5 minutes in this world.

Our friends in Vegas are all so excited to meet her, and its gonna be anytime soon. We will drive there next week. Changed our plans... Instead of driving tonight we will leave Thursday. J still has some work in the bar to get done before we go.

I know people will think that we are crazy for moving to Vegas without anything. No apartment. No furnitures or appliances. We are leaving our beautiful house and our beautiful lake home here in Kansas. But me and J knows that this will be the best for us. We are actually gonna live and not just go through motions. We feel like we have more energy when we were in Vegas before. This will be another exciting chapter of our lives. New pages of our book will be filled with laughters and lots of love. I am excited about life again. We are... How about you? Are you living your life to the fullest too?

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Quesera sera...

Guess what? we are moving back to Las Vegas and i will be singing again... I will post about all the details soon. I just though i'd share it with all of you about the great news. Talk to you later...

Lhey ;)
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Now that the world around me remains so still, my fears and thoughts are keeping me awake....

Sometimes I wish my past would just disappear, but leave the good ones behind. I know I always share that I have no regrets, and I mean it every time I say it. But today, let me be human for a moment. Let me feel all my disappointments, for it does make me stronger in the end. Let tears roll down my face because each tear that falls builds the superwoman in me. I guess I'm still weak after all, but I am a survivor. A living proof that true love can stand to any test. Perseverance and faith are the key for me.

Let me just be reminded...

Happiness is not a place, it's a state of mind where you put your self into... You balance your emotions. You are much stronger than what you think you are. In your heart you carry a dream and for that dream to become a reality? You should build a strong foundation. A wall. A strong and stable driving force OF (not with) lots of LOVE and FAITH. And that my friend should keep you going through life. Face every battle with a kind heart and the sweetest smile. You'll always come up as a winner!

More than anything I learned and will probably have to keep on learning that I'm only human, but a damn strong one... The fact that we are humans shouldn't give us an excuse to get weak, that is just a silly phrase, or words to a song. Our thoughts are a lot stronger than what we imagine. Live your dream everyday. I will...

Whatever worries I had earlier are now gone. Although it took me awhile and had to go through a lot of circles in my head, still I did it. I took over my emotions, and won the fight... I'm a champ, you know why? because I am a mom.

They keep me away from any anxieties. They make me stronger, and for that I am grateful, and will show them my appreciation by being the best mother that I can be. They deserve nothing less...


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Why do we fall in love?


Read this online, I thought i'd share it with all of you...


Why people fall in love?

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it
happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why
some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and
causes, but you will never do anymore that take the life out
of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of
the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body,
love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions
and commonalities that two people share. And just as life
itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the
coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that
cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of
love will come to you in full flower. Take hold of it and
celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we
all share. More often, it will come and take hold of you,
celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happen to young people, they too often try to
grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a
gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of
love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving,
they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather
than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They
want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other
person no longer love them, or try to get their love to change,
thinking that if some small things were different, love would
bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if
they go far away and start a new life, their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But
there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they
accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and accept it. You need to
treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in
love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with
yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't
choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find yourself someone in love with you but you don't
love him back, feel honored that love came and called at your
door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not
take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love
is how you deal with yourself. All our hearts feel the same
pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,
and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor to
assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a
meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All
you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it
comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person
who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it
poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long
without love, they understand love only as a need. They see
their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and
they begin to look at love as something that flows to them
rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as
their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead
become someone who seeks love. They forget that the
secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to
grow only by giving it away.

Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has its time, its
own season, its own reason for coming and going. You
cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can
only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it
comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or
from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and
there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and
always will be a mystery. BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVE

If you keep you heart open, it will come again...

My poor feet


For the last 12 years of my life all I wore is high heeled shoes when performing/on stage, and even to just do some running around errands... But now? After what? Almost a year of not wearing them, poor me lost my balance and posture when wearing 'em! I am sad. I feel good every time I wear stilletos, I feel pretty when I have one on! I feel taller and more like a princess... *sigh*

I should practice again... I will put 'em on even I'm just at home... just because!!! I should, and I shall.

Do you like wearing stilletos/high heels too? Lemme know your thoughts about this...

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Pieces of Me

I could never ask for more... I am blessed far beyond my needs and more than I have ever imagined. God has been so good to me. He sent me 3 angels... He gave me the most amazing kids any mother could ever asked for. They are beautiful more than the eyes can see. They are precious than any stone ever discovered in this planet. They are rare. Specially crafted by our Creator.

It's amazing when you have 3 kids, I can see pieces of me in them. Everyday We just keep painting life together. It's like a soap opera, like the days of our lives... There's mess all over the place, toys, books, pencils and markers. There's action... Fighting and shouting. There's drama... Crying and whining. But each and every day is special. It's all about US. Our life, Our family.

I know the day will come when they will have their own lives, own friends, and maybe even their own family. But until then, let them need me more, let them always want momma's attention. I will always be here for them until the time where they won't need me much anymore... When they'll be home maybe only for holidays? Birthdays? And emergencies. Sad but might be true...

Please Let me enjoy them more. If only life is like a movie where you can hit the pause and play button, I will chose for them to stay as my babies... Mommy's little ones!


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Choices we make

I believe that life is all about choices... The past choice is the result of our today. And the present ones that we make, may be a result of our indefinite tomorrow. I myself have done numerous mistakes in my past, some of it are not even welcome anymore on my mind, But....They made me who I am. Every little thing I've done. They created the "ME" that I am now.

Sometimes I still wonder if everyone thinks like I do. Probably not...but there's a chance that maybe YES. I control my emotions thru my mind. I believe that it's just all in my head...again it leaves me back to the choices that I make. What you plant is what you harvest... Karma? Golden Rule? I believe in those. I believe that it's like a chain reaction... If I share goodness, Goodness is what I will receive.
I choose to surround myself with positive energy, Only kindness and love. And It works very well for me!

Life is great, but it wasn't always like this though. I was once unfortunate. I had my fair share in life, but I finally got my reward... A prince charming in real life... An amazing man, My soulmate. And I meant it, every time I say it! it's like Jerry Maguire's line "You complete me!" hehe cheesy!!!

I am happy. And this is my choice. A result of every action and every energy I put out in this universe...

Thank you life... Thank you so much for always loving me back...


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You can't change me


It's been almost 10 months since I last stepped on that stage. I miss the energy... I miss my energy when I'm up there, the feeling that I am actually living and doing what I love most... To sing!

I received a few emails from friends and supporters, asking when and where they can watch me sing again. The answer is? I don't know. I have no clue what I'm doing. I Am loving my life as a mommy, so much that I don't even know if I will go back to performing again. But I sure as heck miss it though, but maybe not enough to give up this blessing of freedom to take care of my husband and kids.

I got emails asking when will I upload new videos on YouTube or on my website. I know I should do it... Staying at home doesn't mean I have to stop sharing my talent to others... I guess there are still many of you out there who misses my voice, and so I promise that I will work on that soon...

I am an artist by heart. And that cannot be changed...


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Yesterday we went to see Eclipse The whole gang is with me. My original plan was to go by myself but there were 2 scheduled showing of the house yesterday so we just decided to all go besides Jazzle didn't want to go the park because she said she's hot... . Well speaking of hotness... Who thought that a werewolf could look so hot? Yay!!! Team Jacob!!!

He is a good looking boy... Oh man I feel old, well compared to him I am old. I'm 27 and how old is he? Agh who knows all I know is he is a cutie!

Raine slept the whole time when were inside the theatre she was a good girl. I am glad she didn't cry cause I didn't really wanna get up and missed parts of the movie. I remember those times with Zy man, he would get so fussy and start crying and would not want to stop, So we always end up outside and Me missing most of the movie Well, I'm sure when Raine gets a little bigger, she will have her days too

All in all the movie was great, I am not a big fan of Bella. Hehe. Maybe because I like Jacob for

In the car when we are on our way home, I was tweeting about the movie and how much of a Team Jacob I am. Apparently Ms. Jazzle on my back was reading my tweet and her excuse was "Well if the rest of the world can read it, I don't see any reason why I can't!" hmmm, what do you say after that? Lol!

So she asked me, if I have a crush on Jacob and I said yes....know what my husband did? He took off his shirt and asked "Hey how 'bout me huh? I'm a hunka-hunka burning looooove!"

Hahahahaha, oh my golly we are laughing so hard, he is the biggest goof ball ever! (I love him soooo darn much!) but I'm surprised he didn't do a werewolf sound though "Awooooooo!" But it is I that should have done that after he took off his shirt, oh well next time haha!!!

The movie was great ... Have fun watching!!!!


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